Relapse??? Idek

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Lurch, Apr 17, 2018.

  1. Lurch

    Lurch Fapstronaut

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    Hey fapstronauts, Lurch here. So my end of the year exams are almost finished done tomorrow actually (Wed 18th). I have my Stats final in like 3 hours and I'm here to ask you guys something.

    So just last night, or I guess tonight I made the decision to pull pretty much an all-nighter and stay up to study statistics. I made the conscious decision to attempt and take a nap at like 3am so that's what I did. Mind you I take adderal and had, had my fill of caffeine for the time being. As I was laying in my bed those thoughts started to come back, and they were definitely working efficiently. I'll spare you the details but I ended up O'ing after about 30 minutes in this state. Was wondering if this counts as a relapse? This is really my first time around the NoFap block. Even though I relied on no external stimulation of either P or M, while still achieving an O. I definitely don't feel that guilty about it and it was actually kind of gratifying to not rely on such large amounts of stimulus. I just hit two weeks on my counter and would hate to see it revert back to 0. Anyways I'd love to know what you guys thanks.
    Thanks, until next time
    -Lurch
     
  2. Anand Sharma

    Anand Sharma Fapstronaut

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    Hello Lurch, I didnt get your word "o'ing"(orgasming)?), but until and unless you haven't done it voluntarily, it aint a relapse. To control this thing, simple advise (please try), whatever you are doing don't allow yourself a single second or minute to think of something else until youveycompleted the work. Good luck for the exam