Day 2/14. This morning had my first wet dream of the process since I started trying again to kick PMO this year (last reset was two days ago because of peeking at and edging to PSubs, but last O was with my partner a week ago, and last MO to PSubs was over two weeks ago now, with the last time I watched actual P perhaps over a month ago). It's funny, it was like Inception - I had a sexual dream, then dreamt I had woken up from it in my old bed in the house I lived in as a teenager and that I MO'd to the memory of the wet dream, and in the dream I got anxious because of the thought I had relapsed because of the chaser effect - then I actually woke up in my real bed and realised it had just been a dream and no harm done. I've seen a lot of people relating a similar sort of streak-related anxiety in their dreams, and it's the first time I've had that myself. Anyway, blasted away the cobwebs with a cold shower. Still on guard in case of any creeping chaser effect, but I feel good now knowing that I'm making progress and I had another PMO-free day!
Day 1. Slow start today and the stress is there. Gotta ignore things and get done what I can. The ball rolls on.
Day 12 of 14 (19) My journal got moved https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/hello-im-new-here-my-journal.147318/#post-1207721 go there if you want the whole story! Trying for daily updates Also still nothing wrong with my sexdrive except for being over active O.O
12/14 woke up hard and horny, slept in our extra bed because I was home late last night. Almost crept into the other bed to try to seduce my girlfriende. Remembered how cranky she gets when I wake her up. Went to NoFap, another day, another urge conquered. It seems to be getting easier
Challenge completed! Maybe I'll keep in this thread. I think PMO once in 14 days is a healthy period of time. Let's see
Mmm, I do not think so, and I think science agrees. You might mean, making love with your partner every 2 weeks is fine, I agree. That seems natural and healthy. But PMO??? its just like saying I'll only do drugs once every fortnight and than its ok??
And then I failed. I’ll start over at zero. I’ve been able to get to 7 twice now. I really want to complete this challenge and I’m going to try again. I will say that having this forum to express myself and having this forum as an accountability seems to be helping