Depen for whom right ? Sometimes seems like intercourse is treated like this big thing you gotta do, so maybe for some keeping it only for babies would be good, in the end really it only feels good because so we can reproduce off spring , the part that we do it for pleasure and can get hooked on it. Well that a real human thing anythin we do we like when it's fun we humans like to get addicted to thing so again maybe depends for whom or if person is ble to control their desires rather than just chasing
I think the sexual instinct is god given and therefor good. I dont recall any better feeling than having sex with a woman i love. Im not going to pass puritanical judgements on something beautiful just because ive abused it to the point of addiction.
The 1st My latest relapse has made me so pensive and I am not getting anything done. Depressive thoughts about what really is the meaning of life are all I think about at the moment. The only good thing about today is I didn't give in to my urges yesterday. I am battered and tired. This life doesn't make sense to me. I was happy just a few days ago having become debt-free yet the last 3 days have been dark once again. I think I have some inner self-sabotaging mechanism which has to do with some negative beliefs or underlying emotions from unresolved issues. I have a lot of inner work to do.
I had a productive day today. Not super productive but definitly not wasted. I was sitting at a local coffee shop after i got all done that i wanted to and it hit me how differant my life is and how differant my attitude and out look on life is since being porn free for almost 3 weeks. My last plunge into the dark side lasted for about 10 days. Being active in pmo is really being in a very dark place . It was pretty dramatic the way the awareness of the differance hit me. Thank you nofap brothers and sisters. One day at a time.