That sounds exactly like my experience the last few days . I have no urge for porn but the urge to M is the strongest it's ever been . My mind is fantasising about past sexual experiences (not porn which is a good thing ) and the urge is unreal . I am guilty of edging before sex last night and the chaser effect this morning let me in a funny place looking at YouTube sexy videos almost breaking my 66 day streak .
Day 100, Day 101 Goal achieved, I'm very proud of me. Many things have improved in my life-situation: More motivation, way more vision and goals for the future, moved out from my parents, got a girlfriend, made amazing holidays, found a consistent way to get money (job), way more present in the moment The biggest difference is the will to achieve your goals. Before, I kinda wanted success, but now I really want it. Before, I also was a bit depressed, now I am loving my life. NoFap was one of the most life-changing things and it took me over 3 years to achieve that goal of 100 Days. I will continue NoFap for the rest of my life and of course, also have beautiful sex. Hopefully, I motivated you. Stay hungry and goodby NoFap-Community, Analyst
Relapsed again yesterday.. It's not like I lost control, it was a video passed through me (that wasn't porn, that was some models promotional thingy with exposing dresses), and I felt like I'm not having erection. I became so frustrated, that I went for masturbation intentionally. I'm feeling so sorry now. Day 0 Again.
1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1=13)/90=0 Because I relapsed.completely broken from inside I don't know I would ever be able to make it or not but I am gathering inner power to start over again God help me I really don't want to fall in that again all 27 days gain are in now vain.felling like cry at loudest.absolutely dismal situation.oh god.pls anybody don't fall in this trap.
