Alright! I'm in then. Good to back. I was part of group before that helped to be 45 days sober before I relapsed. Perhaps down because of discouragement in myself, I went a way only to commit more relapses. I realized that being in a group really helps. I now want to finally get pass of the past, learn from it, and give myself a win. I am 26 years old, btw. I was introduced to M when I was still 9 or 10 but did not participate until 12 when thinks get a liytle tough in school because I was addicted to games. This eventually led to PMO that destroyed every aspect of my life ever since. I was really good in hiding it. But not anymore. I have my ecclesiastical leader by my side in this battle, and now I also have you guys. I'll do my best to help you as well. Let's help each other. Alright?
Should I start in Day 1? Or should I continue with mu current streak of just before completing my day 8?
I don’t think I could have gotten this far without discovering this website, it has really kept me focused. I’m more than a quarter way through this challenge now and I feel so much better about myself, I really encourage everyone to be strong and stick with it!
Sorry, I am confused what is that? I had to reset my counter because I gave into an urge last night when I could not sleep...need to get over that excuse.
Well, ecclesiastical leader is a Church leader. I have told him of my problems about PMO and he is helping me get rid of it.
4th day. A small peek will surely turn into a relapse today or tomorrow. I will guarantee that. We on our streak should be so so extra ccareful. Urges were hitting hard today on the top of that I was alone in my room. But I overcame them somehow. These pmo beasts will be weakest when we start our streak but gradually as the days pass on they get stronger. But one positive side is that as we look on the streak we made, the no. Of days we stayed clean, it is one of the greatest motivation to go on. Sometimes we just have to look back to see the mountain that we already climbed. Good luck brothers. Lets Stay clean. And bear my english.
DAY 3. I HAVEN'T HAD AN URGE OR DISTRACTION DUE TO PMO YET BUT I AM SCARED THAT I WILL GIVE IN DURING A WEAK MOMENT. GOT AN EXMAINATION IN 2 DAYS. I AM GOING ALL IN ITS PREPARATION. AFTER THE EXAM, I WILL BE HAVING MY LAST PROPER SCHOOL SUMMER VACATION. I WILL MAKE A EPIC ONE. SEE YOU GUYS AFTER TWO DAYS.