Day 4 Had fever this night, wasn't able to sleep. Got really worried, but after taking only one paracetamol, I felt better and was able to sleep a bit, so in the end was probably just a cold. Will study in the afternoon since this morning I was not so productive.
I apologize for my absence. I was put of town where internet connectivity was not that great. Feel free to tag me if I missed anything.
Check in day 39 & 40. Well, this post is definitely different than my other ones. I had sex the other day but didn't ejaculate. I got hard, but I think my long term pmo use is causing delayed ejaculation. Honestly I'm fine with not ejaculating, but I don't want her to feel bad. Hopefully this will change in the near future so no feelings are hurt. I'm now suffering the consequences for heavy pmo use.
Thanks friend, I will stay vigilant this week. So far I don’t really feel any different than last week. I am considering that there has been a very fundamental shift. That I’m not in a reboot anymore and I’m just living the Nofap lifestyle. But I’ll keep checking in so that my experience can be shared and others can learn and also offer insights like you have. Thanks for responding!
Thanks my friend. I don’t want to be too quick to judge but I was really surprised and I still am that I don’t really feel much different than I did last week. I’m still going to check in this week and share so that people might benefit from my experience. And so that I can get insights from everyone. But honestly I kind of feel like nothing really changed. I’m not feeling any urges. And I’m really focused on my life changes. Anyways, you have been an incredible source of inspiration and wisdom for me my friend. I am truly grateful to have crossed your path.
Thank yo thank you friend! At the moment the only change I feel is my check in number. But I will keep posting so that others can potentially learn from my experience and share things with me.
Check in Day 1 Hello Spartans!! I pushed myself into the gym after a week off due to illness. At the beginning I was angry because I felt weak and small and also old. I guess training in the university gym at my age can really take a bite out of my self esteem if I spend too much time comparing myself to people half my age. But by the end I felt really strong and proud of my efforts. And the pump of course boosted my confidence too. In a few replies I noted that I don’t feel like anything really has changed. I haven’t actually thought much at all about the end of my streak. And I’m not having any thoughts about fapping or pmo that are chasing me in my day. I haven’t really had any urges to look at Instagram or YouTube. By all accounts if it wasn’t for writing these posts I probably wouldn’t be giving it a second thought. So for now I’m just going to proceed under the assumption that this is no longer a 100 day or 1 year or ten year challenge. As if it is something I’ll do and then stop. Right now I feel like pmo and fapping are just old news and not part of who I am anymore. I have moved on and I’m living a life without those behaviours. And I am not fighting urges to go back. I’m just focused on going forward. I’m not waiting for the day I can start fapping and pmo again. I’m not feeling angry or mad or upset that I had to give it up. I’m happier without it. Thanks to @Kratos_GOW and all of you I have a new life. A-Hoo!