Day 0/14. I couldn't fall asleep today cause I have this strong feeling of anxiety and even guilt. I then realized that part of that feeling comes from my inability to abstain from porn and how I feel I'm almost betraying my girlfriend whom I love. So, I'm here to give myself another chance and hopefully this time I will succeed.
Day 0.5 I've been away for so long. Sorry, me. I'll probably just post the days, at least for now, so that I can be more consistent(or so that I will have less of an excuse not to post). Can't abando myself like that. I must not fool my body into think I'm self sufficient. I'm not. I need someone else. Sex cannot be done alone in an empty room. No need to torture myself like that.
Dag 4,remaining focused. I'm quitting masturbating to become a better man,instead of thinking about girls..I will actually meet and socialize with more girls in real life
