The 10th 10 days once again! Next target is 14 days! The day started slowly but has picked up really well and I'm feeling joyful and optimistic.
As Gonarth said, relapse is a process and i just finished watching porn even though i didnt relapse and stopped. Really need to get back on track.
Day 20 done, i was close to PMO today, and i actually Masturbated and orgasmed as a tactic that i was gonna use in my journey, but the plan was to only MO on the last day of the month starting next month but due to the urges i started this month.
10 days down, killing it. further than I've ever gotten, congrats to those that just made it a year!!
I experienced something similar. I called it regression back to the age of innocence before PMO. It's like transcending beyond all that sexual stuff. https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/brain-recovery.234965/#post-2081737
The 12th Life is great! Feeling really happy today! Transcendence meditation, 528 HZ music meditation and yoga are proving to be really fantastic spiritual practices.