Day 0, was a long time since i posted some reply here, it ends today. Day 0? Yes ... :/ I hope that this streak becomes the best.
Im going to stay off the site for a while. I feel its disrespectful to keep going back and forth. When i get serious about stopping ill check in.
Unfortunately, I am back to ground zero. I guess I 'rewarded' myself for all the hard work I had put in. The urge to watch porn was so high. I think I implanted that thought days ago and this is the result. That a relapse starts days in advance is a wake-up call for me. My target now is just to go today without watching porn and binging. That's it! Rebuild momentum and also go back to the drawing board.
