No. It's not worth it. It's not satisfying. Your brain, your body, your heart. They're all telling you and lying to you. Telling you how good it feels. That is a lie. It's not worth it. It never is. I'm saying this to myself as much as to anyone who will listen. Day 0.
Day 49/60 I don't give p. a thought these days. Fasting has helped speed up the rewiring process. I even told my wife not to touch me twice yesterday morning in bed.The first time she couldn't believe her ears but got the message the second time I said it. I had never said that to her ever in bed,but she undermined me when I was advising one of our children the day before and started complaining about me in front of them. Don't validate women when they have done something that is not right. Think with your morals not your dick and they will get the message that I said to my wife, even if it takes two or three times to get it, because she is Not expecting that!