So my busy weekend has passed and so has my first day back at work. Off down the gym now and then a yoga session or two before bed. 87 Days complete now; only 3 days to finish the challenge. Interestingly I am still getting slight urges every now and then; mainly when I am tired or feeling a bit down, but I feel strong enough to fight them. I am wondering if I need longer than 90 days to completely reboot... Any ways; best get going...
19/90. Day 19 almost over. Yesterday I intentionally started seeing DC comics online which does not contain nudity like in P*** but you know how few comics look even if they are of DC. I saw these comics for around 5 minutes... but I somehow stopped and took a cold shower. I think its a close call. heew. Only one thing in my mind right now - If i fail this streak, it shows that i cant even commitment for something good to happen for my life. Already i am suffering with many other situations going on, Whatever situations those maybe. I decided to make myself strong both mentally and physically. And NOFAP is one of the important step i need to achieve.
I was wanting not to out myself with a post, but I relapsed. No P, but images+MO. So I’m back on 0. Was on my longest intentional streak and was liking the results. So here we go again
finally i pass the day 1 mark which is always dreadful to me. now let´s march brothers!!! we WILL do this!!!!
Day 0/90...starting over...lost a battle but not the war. It was unplanned, unscheduled, spontaneous, and without mindfulness, so the lesson learned is after the 2nd week, I need to watch out my feelings and thoughts like a fox. I do not feel discouraged nor gullty though because this is an extraordinary journey and my joy is in the path with falls and all. Here we go again.
