Today there are 70 days without PMOs, how many trials, how many thoughts, how much strength it takes, some days go by quietly, others wake you up in hell, absurd impulses, thoughts of all kinds. Uncontrolled desire to masturbate, porn, to betray with anyone, homosexual thoughts, uncontrolled desires of sex with anyone and with anything, and then uglier thoughts, stronger, you are so desperate, that sometimes you think, I would cut it off, and you also make the whole mental video with horrifying images, thrilling brrrr. How many days "wasted" instead of dedicating them to work, career, home, family, how much time lost, these 70 days of restart are perhaps the best thing that is happening to me, hard, but I see people look at me with more respect, with more appreciation, I talk to people even during job interviews, in a natural way spontaneous, less scared, more direct and spontaneous thoughtful, without anxiety, I do not know what effect will be if someone will call me to work, but I'm quiet. To say that PMO is a disease/dependence, and that it is "serious" as alcoholism or drugs is not a mistake. You notice less, but the adverse effects on the brain are really similar, the body does not self-destruct as in other cases, but suffers a lot anyway. My goal is less than 300 days away, exactly -295, and yet I feel that I could fall back from a moment to another, I do not feel comfortable at all, relaxed when I'm at the PC, I'm in the shower, I'm alone. The danger is always around the corner ready to venture on me.
It's a tough challenge. But always remember the battle you're fighting, and don't sway away from it. Good job on getting this far, and keep pushing forward!
That's cool man...I feel terrible because I've just done it. You know how I'm feeling at this very moment. But reading about your achievement give me strength to start over again. Congrats bro, keep up!
thanks to all for the encouragement, I have to hold on, I have to get to the bottom, I want to end a whole year without PMO, for me for my family, for my life, career, but also for you, to urge you not to give up, to do something good for you, to be better men. Good strength to all