Day 10 of 14! Busy, busy day... I wish they were all like this... helps chase the edgy thoughts away.
No urges today. I had my usual main block of activity, completed some tasks i was behind on, got home and had a quasi-photoshoot, and now am off to eat and support some friends' production. Later I'll be so swamped with work that I won't have TIME to PMO! Day five will be an easy check.
First day without porn was great. Cleaned the house, cleaned the kitchen, vacuumed the house, bought groceries and cooked. One of the main side affects of watching too much porn is that I don't eat properly. Day 2 was good but not great. I woke up thinking about porn which is usually what happens. I decide to quit but then wake up in the morning and say to myself "Fuck it. I love porn so why should I quit." Then I waste the whole day away. Today I thought about porn and wondered if there were any new updates but I did not watch. My wife left to go to school and I still did not watch which is great because I usually watch porn when she leaves even if I don't feel like it. Made it through the day and feel great. Quitting porn is worth it. During a binge the high is great but the consequences are not worth it. The porn induced brain fog not good.
Day 2/14. Going strong but more importantly also making myself stronger to face any eventuality. This battle has to be won!!
Day 11 of 14 complete! Only small fleeting urges occasionally which I attribute partly to mind habit. I have noticed my mind clearing and my productivity going up. I know that the negative effects of P on the mind are far beyond what we can describe in this post... needless to say, it's great to be putting forth effort to stay free of P and experience the positive effects. Its also been a huge benefit to have this forum to provide accountability and support. Thank you!! ...I actually feel stronger in the gym which is just a side benefit that I've noticed. Interesting...
Yeah Guys! I got the 14 days!!! But I will still go on, I come to far, I don't want to get back, from where I started. I hope you are also will get this challenge, it is worth it, stay strong!
Day 7 out of 14 done. As someone said in the forum, remembering the reasons why I started this challenge is definitely helping me. Thanks.