Completed 7 days challenge and I'm on day 9 , but want to do this 14 days challenge as day 0. Wish me luck
Day 1 of 14. Things are going good so far in the ReBoot. No relapses or urges so far, have been keeping my brain busy with other stuff, getting rewired paths to good stuff!
Day 4 Feeling very happy. I was kind of busy today, and was outside the home ... So no urges. I wish the best days would continued.
Day 5. Surprisingly emotionally stable. I can do this. It helps to be overworked hah. But schedule eases up next week. And I know idle hours can be difficult, so I will prepare and not default into bad ways.
Last night I got home at about 2am after seeing a friends band play. I PMO's as soon as I got home before going to bed. My girlfriend woke me up a few hours later and told me I was masturbating in my sleep. (I have no memory of this). We spoke for about an hour. She went to bed. I got up and PMO'd. I woke in the morning super tired PMO'd After a few hours of unproductive bumming around the house I PMO'd again. Everyday I'll tell myself I;m going to quit. I'm wasting my life with this shit. This has got to stop. Today I'll start this 14 day challenge. See you tomorrow.
P : 8 Days M : 8 Days Sm : 0 Day... Sb : 3 Day... Top Record : P : 12 Day - Fail 7 M : 12 Day - Fail 7 Sm : 2 Day... - Fail 6 Sb : 4 Day... - Fail 9 REWARD at Day 8th : RAMEN & LUP LUP... Yummy... (1 times only).... Tonight Let's Grab it! --- I Got it!!!! REWARD at Day 13th : Print you blog epub ---- New REWARD at Day 15th : Travel by 200K, you can go to DUFAN, Watching Movie, or go to Center of Java by Train, absolutely for you! FUN!!!! Or ask your wife for self treatment... REWARD at Day 22nd : 500K Just for Free!!! For your FREEdom! You can buy game station, you can go to outbond place, you can sleep on the Hotel! One of them available for your NEW Life!!!! You can print your Blog!!! Yeah, continue counting the day, with dzikrullah & riyadhoh therapy I Back! I still good
11/14 In the morning I was at school, got back home in the afternoons, did some photo shoot with friends in snow. Ate lunch, slept for a while, woke up, watched a soccer game while chatting with friend. Afterwards did some studies. Read a book (why we are catholics), and immediately after this I will recite the rosary and go to bed.