Day 3. feeling good for the most part. No desire to watch Porn or masturbate at the moment but I had a trigger at work. It's someone that works on my floor and I can't really avoid because I can see them from where I sit. I'm realizing I have more of an issue of objectifying women in my mind and visualizing them, especially ones that really put it out there. This is good. I'm gonna start working on changing that perception of women in my mind. But it was a trigger. and a little tempting to want to go masturbate. One day at a time.
46 days. Feeling the stress of work already and not going to lie had some pretty rough urges yesterday but didn't succumb to PMO or edging so all of the knowledge I've learnt on this journey thus far has kept me on the straight and narrow. Proud of myself right now. 46 down... 44 to go