[30-CHALLENGE] THE THIRTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Okay so I masturbated at day 9/30... no porn though, which I am still proud of.
I think I will try the 14 day challenge first. Don't feel happy now.

 

Day 28!

 

2/30

 

Day 1, i have started again the challenge.

 

Are you really doing 2 challenges at the same time? Is that allowed?

 

Today, pah, people just making life hard. Anyways I stuck to plan, stayed positive, having a very early night. Thing is, I remember this from quiting smoking, you get to point where you too far in to quit quiting, and fapping wouldn't be as I remembered it I. E. Not as good so I'm in limbo mode somewhat..

The more I see triggers the more it annoys me that advert, TV mags youtube, whatever try and bait me
Try and manipulate me. Sod them. I'm never going back. I'm reclaiming me brain so it's mine to control and it only does what I want and that's the good stuff. Nite gang.

 

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Day 16/30

Late reply. So busy this week.

 

day 20/30 it's stressful day because tomorrow I have an exam and 2 exams in next week. I'm very calm like never been before exam, maybe life without PMO is a reason? I think it is.

 

Keeping on!

 

Well done

 

21 Days. It's been a slow winding road, but I feel like I'm getting there.

 

Day 5/30 Done

Being a little under the weather the past few days which really takes the mind off of PMOing hehe! All fine now, feel like my mind is still flatlining from the illness so I’m not getting any urges, which I don’t mind at all. Makes my life easier, that or the meditation I started at the beginning of this streak is working.

 

t=-29d. Easy going guys!

 

Relapsed again, this time after 11 days. Started over, now on day 2.

 

Day 5. Finally some relief from the urges! I tried something new out and it seemed to help

 

Iam in..Day 0..after so many reboots.hope I get succeed

 

15 and 16 days are completed.

 

Day 12

 

Was it a cold shower, if you don't me asking?