@2525 Well I just completed 30 days! I don't know how this works now. Please stay strong everyone and if you have failed a few times then keep going, I fell down a lot in this challenge but now its done. Onto the next one.
Day 2... Really I'm already kind of sore down there and I can tell I'm gonna be irritable in the coming weeks. My mind likes to guilt me into thinking pitifully like "I'll never get a good girl anyways so you might as well say screw nofap" And over weird shit. Because I heard a girl at work talk about how another girls new boyfriend looked "big" or whatever - talking about his muscles - and I was just jealous because I think that girl looks good. I just automatically assumed that I can't look as good as this guy (who I've never seen) looks, and felt self conscious. It is what it is. I'm not even into that girl like that, I've never even talked to her. It just seems like I'll use anything as an excuse to feel like shit about myself. Definitely gotta end that, it made me feel socially awkward for the rest of the night, which made me feel depressed. What a bitch of a process that is. Hope someone can relate, we gotta move through the mental shit like that and come out on the other side ready to keep on swingin if we want to truly conquer this addiction. In the end it's not even a rational thought, but it's more like the addiction trying to take us back. Claim your confidence.
9th day.This morning I had sexual thoughts for almost 30 minutes.i was at bed too.But God's grace I overcame it and not fapped.
Day 0 That moment in your life when you realize that, you have been thinking about all this the wrong way.