DAY 6 just starting. Had an ok night last night. went out to salsa dancing. because of my addiction I have realized that I sometimes struggle just to have fun when I am out on my own. I had a decent time, but that underlying feeling is there nonetheless. This resulted in some urges but I had the thought that I must starve this demon within me. I have become much to used to living so comfortably.
checking in for day 18. I forgot to check in for almost a week, I think. Yesterday was a tough day. The easy part is i'm only doing no PM and my boyfriend helped with the O at the end of the day. I'm very gratefull for having him in my life
