Day 127/365 I woke up just now, it's about 4 o'clock. It's still a little dark outside, but I can hear the chirp of birds. This is the 1st day of "Waking Up at 5 AM 90 Days Challenge!" Waking Up at 5 AM Challenge: Day 1/90
PLEASE READ AND REPLY THIS I'm going through most miserable time of my life and I'm desperately in need of fast money. As I needed fast money the thought of becoming a gigolo was lingering in my mind from some time and therefore I decided to go through stories/videos/possible crime issues related to it....... everything I went through was extremely erotic and I ended up fapping....YEAH I relapsed No disappointment for me or any body......that was the last fap of my life..... I'm on day 2 today for ever Also I've decided, with ease, that I'm not going into that gigolo stuff which is deep dark hole in my opinion.... But still I'm waiting to hear from you YOUR VIEWS ABOUT THIS CAREER
I've lost all belief and trust and I'm 100% sure I can't believe myself.....neither accountability nor anything has worked for me..... I'm trying it for the last time....today is day 2 Next time I'll run to a sex psychologist or my psychiatrist
i don't know why i can't watch it. can you put the link beside the video if you upload any video , thanks
it isn't your problem my friend,your body is sick, and so it produces bad thoughts your environment feed your brain with the wrong and addictive thoughts and beliefs go and see your doctor i am an also eye doctor then choose a goal and create a new identity which is wholesome and stick with them ,embellish it every day one step toward it you can do it. you have a potential to reach it a healthy and wealthy man with a nice girl. we are here to help each other.
Day 9/365 got up at 3 A.M read Rumi. fasting feeling good but last night i had a wet dream i think it is because i ate my dinner late before sleeping. My confidence is also improving as my body is transforming. choosing goal and involving yourself in it in order to reach that or those helps to improve your confidence and i think it is very effective.