Likewise!.. thanks for all the support, couldn't have got here without the support of this community. Brain rebooted. No longer held and controlled by lustful thinking and urges. Rather, a clarity of thought and focus, massively increased resource of natural energy, feeling of power, self confidence and an unshakeable self belief in winning at any undertaking, challenge or goal. Really feeling there isn't anything that has any power over me - instead, that i have power over all. Its a good place to be.. please make sure you get to experience this feeling!...
Day 31, Day 32 (Season IV) Amazing days, made out with a great girl again. Somehow those things happen more frequently when I have long streaks. I'm feeling a headache, but generally good. I love the girls I met recently. I need to be more productive and disciplined with work. I own my laziness. I am sober.
3 down. If the past three days were only one day, I would only have to make it 29 more days. Yeah, that's the spirit. Here's to positivity.
day 1/90 Its been a couple of days where i'm having to deal with difficult decisions and it's really stressing me a lot. I have been smoking too much and therefore i've broken my challenge of reduncing my amount of daily cigarettes . Hope this damn urges will start to fade away ASAP.
two digits... makes 10! I feel good and it seems my urges went down a lot. I know they are coming back and I've been through it about 4 or 5 times this year, but reading through the posts helps me. Stay strong
Day 46 hit me hard. Very strong urges.I Was about to edge but atlast one youtube video on edging saved me. Today I realised one thing that when you have high speed internet anything (pictures or videos) can trigger you. Go strong friends.
I did go through some nude content did not touch myself though. Do I reset my counter again. Please suggest.
I relapsed today, I'm so tired of relapsing... I know I can do this, I don't need PM in my life! I just want to be a better person... Day 0/90 for me and I promise it will be my last time relapsing...