Relapsed this morning. Had porn dreams this morning which always make the porn seem way better than it is. After I relapsed I wanted to go binge on caffeine but I went for a jog instead. Feeling pretty good at the moment.
Very good point and I totally agree! That's the trick of it, porn makes me FEEL in control when I'm using it, but in reality I'm not. When I try NOT to use it I realize I wasn't in control at all. It's the opposite of control, it's addiction. Thanks for your support!!
Good job making good choices AFTER your relapse. It's so easy to throw everything to wind after a slip up. I've also found that I tend to abuse caffeine and it's somehow related to PMO. I'm curious what your experience there is, if you don't mind sharing. Hang in there!!
Day 2! Already having some urges this morning...soooo I'm on here talking to people!! I hope you're all having a strong day.
So I'm like around 120 days, still not recovered haha. I had got out of a flatline sensitivity was really good for a couple days and now back to normal. Idk if looking on Instagram is bad since that is the kind of stuff I want to be attarcted to and is thinking about normal sexual thoughts OK? Anyways I had a little seen leakage today but most on here say that is normal because I have od in a long ass time.
Day 26/90 was at the beach, lots of women in tiny clothing, didn't have much desire to check them out, that's a great thing coz I was able to focus on having fun with my buddies.
So I had a flatline for awhile, got out of it and sensitivity was awesome like best its been in a very long time. Now it's back to normal like not sensitive. Is it possible I'm in anothwr flatline just two day after it was really good?
