[30-CHALLENGE] THE THIRTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Checking in day 22/30.

 

Day 1...hope for the best

 

Day 3

 

day 5 of 7

1st week of the month

 

Thank you for good luck wish.
Is that works?
And congratulations to you competing this challenge.

 

1/30 days completed
53 days without PMO

 

Reset to day 0 due to MO. No P use. Made it almost 60%. Time to try again.

 

Day 21: done.
Day 22: In progress...

 

30/30, challenge completed! See you in the next challenge

Good luck all

 

Day 30/30 finish the challenge and ready for next challenge

 

Day 8/30.

 

27/30

 

Day 13, still going strong.

 

Day 2/30
My libido is coming back and I'm feeling much more active. This is the start of the tough week, after that it will be a bit more easier.

 

day 2/30

 

3 hrs left in day 8.
Tomorrow is day 9

 

challenge accepted

 

Still day 0, but giving my daily update. Some mild chaser effect from last night, but I know what it is, and I'm ignoring it! Some mild regret and self-disappointment, but not feeling guilt or shame, probably because I didn't use P. That seems to be the biggest source of shame. I went the longest without MO I've gone in about a decade, so I'm making progress!

 

Day 1/30

 

71 days clean .
But today I was very near to relapse
What happen , here I shared may b someone can relate and other can took advantage from my this experience
I was taking bath in evening suddenly I saw my bathroom window is open and I saw one woman was on her house on 3rd floor talking on phone.
Her clothes was very tight and when she move back her ass was killing me to watch
I watch her continously but she can't see me I was watching and enjoying to see her body curves
Suddenly I fantasizes and my hand goes to my P*** and I rubbing and start to Master buation
After few seconds
I really feel something diffrent from inside that I am doing something wrong after feel this I talk with my self and think I don't want to ruin my recovery just for this pleasure. And I really don't want to start again my mess life
I just pray to my higher power and I close window without thinking any thing and finished my bath and come out from bathroom
This incident make me bad feeling up to few hours and I am feeling ashamed from inside .
I am really ashamed on me besause why I am too lusty and ,
when I will be stop thus nonsense in my life

But I feel relax when I had this feeling I have my higher power he will defenately keep out me from this mess very soon
I really want to respect women's I don't want to see them only for sex.
I hope one day will come and I can feel my this freedom
Thanx for listening guys
Today I am 71 days clean this first time in my whole life that I am away from Porn and masterbuatuon for that long time.
Thanks you