End of day 2. Incoming the third day in long road Update: keep fighting with tough PMO thought in mind.
Day 6. Have wanted to go back very badly, but have refrained. I think a large part of why I go back is that I don't allow myself to feel lonely or wanting, something to work on
Day 15. Halfway this challenge, it's been a while since I had a streak of more than 2 weeks, so this small success feels good, but I also know I have to keep going and stay strong.
Doing the 90 day challenge in little bits. On day 36/90, but starting day 1 in the 30 day challenge. 1/30 . Everybody keep strong. But not too strong. Fighting against the beast only makes the beasts stronger and gives it existence. Concentrate on other things you love and challenge yourself!
18/30.. Had some spouts of the horn.. Got an erection in IDK how long... But it didn't lead to any urges.. I engaged in uuh, some exchange wit a girl, which I still don't think is the best at this moment.. At least for what my goal is.. But like I mentioned it didn't lead to any urges, and I'm still goin strong, cause I'm committed to this.. To never goin back.. No matter how much my brain, or hormones try to trick me into thinkin I do.. Nothin like the disappointment of relapse and havin to start all over..