Day 35/90 Came pretty close to caving, though I'm uncertain whether it was a physiological or a psychological drive. I'm leaning towards the latter. Not done yet.
Whats up Fapstrounauts, (however the fuck you spell it) Starting a new challenge. I failed miserably and continued PMO from about May till 2 days ago. I have experienced PIED during sex in the past and don't want that shit to happen anymore. It's time to be a sex god for the woman I love, not be a slave to the demons of porn. Its super challenging when people relate PMO to just 'relieving' stress, or to help fall asleep. I totally get that. Maybe some people can control to once a month. But not me, I'm addicted to PMO. It is no different to me than alcohol to an alcoholic, food to someone with obesity problems or even cocaine. The time is NOW. To have discipline over my life. The last good streak of no PMO I went on I felt great. such a clearer mind. I was in a club with some super hot chick dancing up on me and got a rager. That wasn't happening with all the PMO previously, Alright, I'm done with my rant. This is just so that I keep accountable. Please help me be accountable guys. I'm on instagram if anyone wants to help each other out. @_mikehiggins I'm also in the US Coast Guard if there are any military guys, or anyone out there that just wants to talk and are struggling with the same issues. Or just talk. Hit Me up Yours in NOFap, Mikeeeeeey
Day 43 of 90. Don't really have any urges. But feeling down on myself. Don't want it to become a trigger and make me watch porn.