Re re read my post . It's says edging and porn subs are bad Porn is toxic , that's for sure No Edging no relapse
Day idk The urges are coming, but yet I can defeat them, still no motivation for sports... everything sucks right now, just want a break and go to the nightclub and dance with my friends ^^. But I realized that Im more interested into real girls, I try to talk with a girl 1 time per day
Day 3/90...here is my first draft of my life vision....I am also developing measurable indicators to manifest this vision... "Dedicate this precious life to love, compassion, joy, and equanimity, to benefit myself and others..." This may resonate more to the buddhists in this forum...and the goal is to develop a kind heart... I am so appreciative of the kindness I have received from all my brothers in this group. Thank you!
Day 16 nearly done, got urges to tickle the pickle today but I haven’t. It’s getting more intense nowadays and I know my pickle is trying to convince me to. But I’ve been here before too many times. There’s only 2 answers I can give, yes or no. This is the question that turns a boy to a man or from a man to a boy. I will not be seduced by my pickle. I don’t listen to pickles and I won’t let a pickle control me and neither should you guys. Be men and say no, thank you.
Today was probably one of the worst days in my life. The funeral that happened a week ago finally kick started my emotions and I became dull. I jacked off thinking that it would solve the problem. My dumb ass didn't realize what i was dping before it was to late.
Day 20 check in. Urges are still suspiciously absent. Am not complaining, just wary about being lulled into a false sense of security... So far so good though.