Okay here is a link you all have to click, to see the affect that this immature addiction can have on your SO(significant other). Stay strong!! https://www.adhdmarriage.com/content/9-reasons-porn-hurts
15/90 complete Haven't been struggling with the M but have definitely been struggling with the P. Would like to be able to resist more fully. I think part of it is desiring connection while my wife is busy with grad school in the evenings. Anyways, glad to have passed 2 weeks and feeling some momentum. Stay strong, dudes.
Day idk Feeling sad cause I cant concentrate while driving... why? Maybe its hard for me to do all those things at the same time by driving? Maybe Im only the badest driver of the world ever?Or maybe the porn did something on my brain that made me difficult to concentrate?
Day 17 nearly done, damn I feel worried cuz I haven’t been getting many boners recently yet I’ve still been really horny. Have I just broken myself? Thought it might be a flatline but I swear it’s too early cuz it’s happened during my first week too. I also have to say that my girlfriend is coming to visit over the weekend soooo. Fingers crossed I can finish. Would that be a relapse? I’m not really addicted to porn as I’ve found, I just couldn’t finish with another person. Anyway, onto day 18! Keep it going guys!
Day 12 in the books and 13 in progress. Man day 12 and 13 are really difficult. Yesterday Day 12: I was alone at home and wanted to do it but I dismissed the idea. Day 13 I am like let me get a relief man. But the only reason I am not doing it because If I give in this time, it will be soooo difficult to recover from that. It will be a slap on my face that I'll give me and I know better than anyone. After the relief, there is only regret and it is not worth it. I am glad I am typing in here because my realizations are getting deeper in my mind.