32 days in the books. It was easy because for the last three days I have been sick as a dog, with no desires or urges. Hopefully, this will continue, I mean the no desires and urges part, not the sick part.
One week done. I can't say for sure I'll make it this time, but I do feel very motivated to get P out of my life. It's annoying how that junk is still in my brain, I'm sure it will take a while to fade. Just have to let the time pass and focus on other positive activities.
11/60... 41 days no PMO... I really happy about my improvement. But I have to remember certain things. Last 10 days I was so busy and I had no time to spent myself alone. So I hardly remembered about porn. More than that I totally forgot about NOfap and my challenge. During this time if I ever met any trigger then I would have relapsed. Because I was less alert. I should not be like that. I should keep updating my journals. I should keep reading about addiction. That always makes me alert. I should be as alert as I was in the initial days.
49/60. There are still some tough days. I'm surprised actually. But dang I want to be free of this compulsion, same as the rest of us
