ok so i'm not going to lie, i just had some alcohol and some food and i'm by myself.... and i'm struggling not to pmo rn. this is why i'm talking about it, i really don't want mess this streak up, because i actually just got back from a party, and i had a great time. i chatted with a female that idk... i think i might like, im not sure yet. but she is cute as crap. i've had so much more confidence recently, ''solely because of this community'', and these challenges, so FREAKING SCREW PORN! I DONT NEED IT, BUT HOLY SH$@#! THIS TEMPTATION IS STRONG RN. just came off a 7 day streak, day 0 done of this challenge on to day 1. did i mention SCREW PORN!
Hi, people. I'm on day 7 now. I feel my sexual thoughts and fantasies are at their max now. Trying to ignore them the best I can but my brain sometimes does it's own thing. No urges though. Luckily for me fantasies does not necessary translate into urges to masturbate or watch porn. Which is weird when I think about it but hey, I take it!
14/21: one week to go! Ended up indulging in some P-Subbing yesterday. but stopped before it went too far. Still on course.