2 days done. Not going to check in every day. Don't need more reasons to be online. That is when it goes wrong. If can feel temptation creeping in then I will! If that actually makes any sense haha
Okay...there is something that doesn't work... I have to reset again...and I was doing only porn chat free...mmmmhhhh maybe I am taking this too easy, ok let's go again, only porn chat free, but also without porn for a week. Maybe this will do the trick. By the way I am a porn chat addicted, maybe porn addicted too but I had none of the symptoms of porn addiction before I started with the chats...even now I just have a couple of them...by the way reset all and restart. I'm fed up of this, addiction or not. Day 0 this time I will do it.
Aaaaarrrghhh! This is so frustrating! Have had a total mental collapse this evening Not even had dinner or done anything! In bed. Slight hunger headache, probably. But seem unwilling to do anything about it. Not sure what has caused this. Last time this happened was Boxing Day and I blamed the wine on Christmas (I have not been drinking). Can't blame that this time. Wow, I sound like a tragedy. Maybe some sleep will sort me out a bit.
Dude.. the issue isn't just Porn.. its any stimulus the brain gets which will link it to porn. If you are gonna go porn Chats and get an erection and M and O, then you are basically doing the same thing with Porn. You have to completely cut off, which included even looking at bikini clad babes on instagram.
I'm fucking done man! Today was my LAST relapse EVER! I'm never doing watching porn again. I'm tired of this addiction man. I am going to pull out every stop and do everything in my power to stop watching porn. Starting today I'm done for the rest of my life. I will NOT fail again. Let's Go!!!!!
Well I browsed P this morning, and nothing else, but seeing as it is No PM(O) for me then that counts, so going to reset my counter from then. Meaning I am currently on Day 0 until tomorrow morning. One day at a time. Sometimes 1 hour at a time!