How could I forget about posting yesterday? Day 21/21, 42 in total. I'm so happy I made it to this point! It's great to find out that there are so many people sharing the experience. The whole community here is really supportive. However, after those 42 days I have understood that rejecting bad PMO habits is only one step towards changing my life for better. Sometimes during that period I found myself binge watching this forum, as if it was becoming a replacement for sex-related thoughts. Yes, it worked, but didn't help overcoming lack of self-confidence, hindered social interactions and other related issues. I think I have to take a break from this forum for a while. I will continue rebooting but I won't take part in another challenge. Thank you for picking me up from the bottom and wish you the best of luck!
Day 14 done yesterday. Currently on day 15. Keep it going guys. Reading people's experiences gives me courage that there are other like me out there working on improving ourselves and getting rid of pmo. Let's keep at it
2 days done. Start of day 3. Boredom and lack of any real female interest is driving me towards temptation. Finding a lot of girls very attractive at the moment. Just don't seem to know how to take the next step. Having decided to be sober also meaning that I am having to relearn my social skills, fighting the battle not to be boring! Just got to remember that it is a marathon, not a sprint!
7/21 A third of the way there. Feeling good. Energy levels up, Mood swinging low, Brain fog clearing, Urges are mellowing. I don't entertain any thoughts of a sexual nature. I shut them down the minute they enter. I have found this really useful. Though the thoughts are far less frequent I wonder if its become I'm focused and busy with other things.
Had a strong week but, slipped up to some strong urges. Starting browsing super models and one thing led to another. Getting right back on the horse with no binging. I won't let it happen again! Day 0 March 15th = 21 days!