Hey guys! I'm 24 and have no sexual experience besides pmo and paid sex. I suffer from bad PED due to death grip. I know this will change my life. Wish me luck!
great reflection, your mindset it´s perfect. now as for the method, are you sure you wanna go into easy mode? whats easy mode anyway? cause if you allow masturbation to be there, that can escalade into porn watching pretty easy because of chaser effect. on the other hand if you allow porn watching that can definitely lead to masturbation. dude, that´s some really unstable ground you´re heading. why don´t you try another method, small challenges? instead of going all 90 days, first start with something that you´re confortable, maybe 1 week challenge? or 2 weeks? then go from there. what do you think?
man . i´m sorry to hear that. i hope some kind of knowledge could be adquired from that experience. anyways it was a great streak, the next one will be easier and stronger. you can do it. much love bro
your testimony is great . it surely boosts my confidence on the reboot, and of many here. thanks for sharing.
14 good sleep today after many days of insomnia. also after many days of flatline, sexual desire starts to creep in. it´s all conjuring up to major urges. now the real work begins.
when I talk about all my problems it look like you are the only solution...all problem root cause lie to that medieval period of my life when I start finding pleasure really, in something that was virtual actually...pain gives us the best lessons...whole life I have been just learning something...now fed up of this lessons...wanna just peace in my life...journey to be continued... Day 21/90
Hey man... I mean I’ve tried that and I usually get through that one week period and then relapse and then it gets bad xD That’s why I think it might be good for me to go forward with an easy mode challenge. In a sense I’m thinking that relapsing won’t be into porn anymore after that time period. Know what I mean? I’d rather relapse into MO if I’m going to relapse.
Day 12/90 began. Today I am planning to make my time productive. As today no college, I need to keep myself busy to avoid the grips of pmo. I need to start my studies Seriously. Cheers guys.
Forgot to check in this morning...so I am on day 36/90...tomorrow will check in for day 37...be well my brothers!
