Day 5, This might be a bit early to say, but I honestly believe I broke my addiction of PMO, I had been alone for a few occasions now. But I never really thought a about watching porn or masterbating, but I still have the occasional urges its doesn’t really bother me anymore for some reason.
Day 19- Yesterday, I had the opportunity to go the park and meditate for about 2 hours. There is something about meditation that makes one so calm and feel inner peace that I cannot explain. I am feeling much better this morning and I plan on meditating later today.
No matter how you feel don't let your guard down. This is a cunning and powerful addiction. Good job on 11 days.
That last post of mine went to happysloth by mistake. I need to repost it and reply to the right person.
This is a cunning, insidious and powerful addiction. No matter how you feel keep your guard up and avoid overconfidence along with complacency. Good job on 11 days.
Checking in . So glad my backslide lasted only one night and part of the next morning. I got complacent . Glad to be back on track.
well, going to nature or park helps a lot, I myself go to tge park every day , and watch birds flying on the lake . Amazing atmosphere . The city is green ,awesome. We need to organize our mind, our belief system .the better our belief system, the calmer we would be. Peace and tranquility is in our inner world .
90+ 30+ 12 days Previously government's trying to direct the mass by force_oriented strategy, but nowadays the tactics and strategies have changed, they control and direct the mass by mind control. Mkultra is related project done by government to how control minds of people. So here is their recent tactics: 1_By educational system that produces not creative graduate , by Media and spreading trivial stuff, by newspapers , by porn(porn makes one lose its character and his or her ability to learn, creat and understand and literally makes one slaves to higher individuals in class or ..its effect is at biological level , changing the balance of neurotransmitters and hormones and in the long run ,changing brain , then this altered brain change the way one look, and his or her attitude ,mentality, feeling , general feeling and type of interest and cravings) 2_by hypnotism , by electro shock 3_by waves So , most of us are victim, and we are innocent. By knowing this ,one no longer blame himself or herself . The feeling that binds one more. happysloth posted a related post about the feeling that binds one in addiction. I thanks him.
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