Starting again at ground zero. I was lusting alot lately and went to" porn subs"which led to porn . I like happysloths definition of porn which would for me include " porn subs". I pretty much got away from the site the last few days and my thinking got bad which led to a plunge. That is usually how it happens with me. Hopefully it was just the one time.
Day 4 left behind and seems like the strategy is developing along the path. There has been no time alone yet, looking forward to that with peaceful mind but still aware of my thougths. This feeling is so fascinating, being aware and relaxed at the same time about this new lifestyle. Maybe it is something I need to learn through this.
