2/19/2019 Day 3: They worked. Absolutely insane. Day 3 and feeling stronger than ever. Fuck porn. 9:32: A part of me wants to write down though that I don't think it's a good idea to use these types of pills often. Sure, they worked beyond anything I could have imagined but the whole point of doing this challenge is to reboot so that you don't need anything to get a boner. I guess what I'm trying to say is I'd review them 5/5 but I'm cautious because they worked almost too well and I'm not trying to stay on them (that's the whole point of this challenge).
8/30.. This day is goin pretty easy. It's always a good day when sexual thoughts don't come up much. It's all about fillin the mind with better stuff. I haven't anywhere near perfected it, but I hope to get there. No urges to do anything. Keep me up NF!
2/20 Day 4: No porn in four days. Had some urges the other day while I was playing OSRS to look at some but it wasn't hard to will them away. Feeling good. Really makes me think about triggers and I think playing videogames must be one of them. I'm really looking forward to moving away so that I won't be in the same, comfortable environment I'm used to because it's that exact environment that has a thousand triggers that will make you wanna blast one off. Moving to Long Beach tomorrow, shit's gonna take like 27 hours by car. I don't know if I'm necessarily looking forward to the drive but at least by the end of it I'll be on like day 7 or 8 without any porn or jerking off. Hanging out with that girl again tonight in order to say good bye before heading out. Those gas station dick pills are apparently supposed to last for 7 days so I guess I'll see if they're right. 7 fucking days, isn't that ridiculous lmao. Cheers, fuck porn.
day three. Minor urges still creeping up, but have to learn to keep moving forward. As soon as we rest on our laurels, relapse happens. If you put your body in a healthy place to make decisions, chances are relapse and reset will happen less frequently.