Checking in . Yesterday I went to visit my father and forgot to Che k in when I got back. In the last 80 days or so I pmo'd once after 56 days and and then reset again after another 20 something because i was looming at naked pictures of women on the hookup sites in my email spam. So I've had 1 orgasm in 80 plus days and none in around a month. I am relating differently in a much better way with women , and women are definitely responding to me in a way I like. Alot more smiles and apparent interest. Good stuff. One day at a time.
Day 122/365. I'm committed to this challenege and I know I can finish it. Today is going to be awesome.
Keep going. It doesn't take much energy to stay PMO free, just awareness. Pay attention to what's happening in your mind. Your thoughts effect what you do.
Day 40. After my last relapse hitting this mark seemed pretty intimidating. But we can go farther than we think sometimes just taking things a day at a time. Keep going everyone, onward towards your goals.
The First again This time will be the last time I say 'the first' until I hit 365. My cousin just died the other day because of alcohol poisoning. He was an alcoholic. It made me think about my mortality. I think I have all the time to recover but actually I don't. I must take recovery with the commitment it deserves. Half assing it is not going to cut it.