Day 8/90 completed without any problem but my mood is so down today. I am feeling like living in a slow motion mod. Nevertheless thinking I am on the right path and fighting with my biggest problem in my life, giving me a lot inner peace.
Start Date: Jan 25, 2019 Day 124/127 no PM (relapsed day 51, 70, 102) Day 25/90 consecutive no PM Day 127 no alcohol or caffeine Day 95 weight training - feeling good after finally having sex with the wife this morning - had to wait 3 days for this but better than the alternative of fapping - I am now feeling peace and content without all the horniness in the back of my mind as a result of the erotic dream 3 days ago - have a great fap free weekend everyone
Hey bud I’ve been there I know what u are going through , Pause take a deep breath and realize that this will pass, it may not seem like it and I know it’s hard to picture right now but it will pass ( I guarantee you will get through this) now is the time to build up your strength to realize who you are as a person, you are worth while, PAUSE and take a deep breath and if need be it does not hurt to let someone you trust know what is going on , doing it alone is Difficult , you will get through this and it will make you stronger
Day 35/90 checking in. My brain even reacts pleasure to the thoughts of there will be nude in a movie. So still need lots and lots of time to get fixed. Today I wanted to watch a movie so went through reviews to make sure there is no nude. The movie is "unfriend: darkweb" this movie got almost no nude and all. It's a horror film. I am thinking of watching it. Anyways guys an another day I got chance to live with quality. Cheers.
Day 20 of 90. I am so glad that I have come this far in this journey. And I am super excited that only after 10 more days I would have completed 33% of the task.
Day 104/365. It's raining cats and dogs now but I'm feeling fabulous. Have an super weekend everyone.
