hello nofapsters, it is my day two, I am hoping to do something productive with my life, I believe NoFap is a there to my aid
Day 10/90 Had a very bad p dream today, thankfully it was not a wet dream as no sperm was ejected. Still feeling positive
day one. Had a thought but then forgot about it. I really gotta find something to do instead of watching youtube all summer. It's always ill do it the next day but you know all about it. Oh well. I also find very interesting is that procrastination is because we don't want to face our problems and then we just push it back. Hopefully that also means that i just gotta face pmo. I don't know I'm still climbing out.
Day 13 One day at a time , one urge at a time.. All the best guys .. deal with your urges with patience .
Day 8/90. I know the day is not over yet. But just wanted to share something. I came across a few hot pics when browsing the net and immediately wanted to watch porn and jerk off. But the thing is, I noticed a few changes in my almost a week of no PMO, I feel more confident around girls and sometimes I catch one or two looking at me. Either these looks were always there and my brain was too foggy to notice until now (there is no way of this happening, I am too ugly) or people can actually sense a change in your confidence level, I don't know. These may be coincidental too. Nevertheless, the most important thing is, it made me happy. Now, when I wanted to watch porn today, I immediately thought of these incidents and I was like, I am in no way going to trade my real happiness with fake pleasure. After this realisation, all it took was a few deep breath to regain control. On any other, I would have given up control but now I understand where the true happiness and power is. I am putting this out because in the heat of the battle with porn, if you want to realise one thing that will keep you from relapsing, I think, this is it. This is the key to complete the challenge. Hope this helps some of you out there. Stay strong guys, we can.
day 2/90 hard mode completed I reduced my youtube watch time and increased productivity. past streak 110 days and relapsed so learnt huge lessons from relapse and also from Risetogreatness
Went on quite a binge Monday...porn, escorts etc. And it was not even enjoyable. Yesterday was day 1 no porn, no escorts, no caffeine, no sleep aids. It was fucking brutal, especially the caffeine withdrawal, but I made it. Here's to a good day 2.
