[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 3

 

Day 5. I just want this brain fog to go away I want to get back to 100 percent clarity in my thoughts and actions.

 

Who is Mary? Do you mean Mother Mary?

 

Overall days of nofap- 19
Relapsed- 3
Longest days of streak- 15
Day 8/90
82 days to go.

 

No worries dude. Just pick yourself up and get straight back on the horse. Watch out for the chaser!
And this time no peeking It is the only way mate, otherwise you are just constantly testing your willpower. Best to just do something totally different. I know that it is easier said than done! But you are a beacon of encouragement on here. Embrace that. It will help you AND everyone else on here

 

4 days done. Been mentally preparing myself for the 5th day temptations for peeking, and now I am ready with a big "F**CK OFF!" for them. I think they will get the message

 

Yes. Mother Mary.

 

Day 6 Completed.
It's going really well.
Still waiting on those difficult days to come.
Keep it up people!

 

Relaped
Day 0/90

 

37

 

Day 7! Back to a week. I can do this!

 

Day 10 /90!!
"Starve your distractions
Feed your focus"

 

Day 22, 88 days to go

 

Checking in day 26!

 

Determined to again make great day!

 

7/90 Days. Tried some new recipes. Getting ready to move for school. First week done.

 

Day 8!

 

Day 25/90!

 

31/90
And then it was a month.
Something to be grateful for.
When I see people who relapsed I think of 3 things.
1. Why the hell did you do that?
2. Oh because we're addicts. That's why. I've done it a millions of times. When I fap, that's not the abnormal. That's the normal and that's how I'm wired. Not fapping is the abnormal. Everyday I don't fap is a winning day.
3. I'm reminded that I'm always closer to relapsing than I am to recovery especially if I don't take the proper measures.
Have a good day everyone.

 

Day 15 without P.
Day 2 without MO.
Decision: I will destroy this devil called PMO or better to not live. I will not stay slave to it.