Back again after a big rut. Want to start again, and start fresh. This time, there won't be any excuses. Day 0/365
The 6th I had a very vivid erotic dream. It was like watching porn. I actually thought I had relapsed but only to realize it was a dream. I am happy to make it to the sixth day unscathed.
Im resetting again. One thing leads to another. Its embarrasing to keep messing up but im here to stay. I want to get free of this.
Good to see lots of people here, knowing we're all in this together. Seeing people far ahead, leading the way as an inspiration. And others just starting the journey, knowing where it would lead.
How'd you feel over the course of the 3 weeks if I may ask, man? I've been wanting to quit for some time now, being a 3 or 4 cup of day kinda guy, and it barely having a noticeable effect on my energy levels other than really well, as horrible as it is to say, making me feel "normal."
Reset, day 0. It was pretty clean, no P, just MO. Fairly quick, fantasizing about a lady friend. I have my counter set to “no P” after making a 90 day hard mode reboot, so I won’t change my day counter. I would like to get a full year hard mode, though, so I want to double down on my efforts to really try to get through each urge for the time being, even if the MO has felt fairly healthy lately. Now just gotta be mindful that there may be the chaser effect for a few days. Keep going everyone!