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Firstly apologies I didn’t know what to title this, so I put in a lyric.

Alright I have a question, but before I ask it I need to give you some info.

I’m currently on a 102 day streak as of writing this. However, back on day 42 of this streak I had a porn viewing session for around 30-60 mins. Meaning as of right now I’ve gone 60 days without porn.

My problem is that the benefits I’m currently receiving from this streak seem to be “lacking” I guess you can say.

I’ve been on a 70 day streak in the past and I remember how amazing life was. My anxiety was completely absent, no depression or loneliness, peers loved and adored me, etc.

The question: Do you think that the porn viewing session screwed up my streak?

I’m thinking I messed something up in my head, because I’m getting close to day 70 of no MO or P, but I still have my anxiety and feeling lonely. I was considering a relapse to reset my streak and start over in order to fix this issue, but I’m scared to, because this is my longest streak.

 

So I should just reset the number, and then when I get back up to 70 again I’ll feel the benefits?