Checking in: Day zero. @Kratos_GOW I wish to continue this challenge. Will you please add me to the EX-Ranks?
Day 11. I actually thought it will get easier somehow. But it's seem I need to grow stronger every day. Which I will
You're not alone my friend. They're bad thoughts that want to tear us down. To make feel us like we're not worthy. Because we're lonely then maybe we deserve this kind of life. I've an answer for you. You deserve to make your dream become a reality. Repeat it everytime you are engaged in this kind of thoughts. And they'll go away. They can come back unfortunately, I talk by experience, especially in bad periods. But we hold to something. Hold to us my friend.
Anyway day (1)53 checking 5 months exactly today. Proud. Goals are not going in a perfect way still I am on the right track.
Check in day 22. Every day I look at how many days I’ve gone without pmo and it gives me courage to go another day. I don’t focus on 10 days from now, only today. Focus on the battle in front of you. If a Spartan started looking at the flowers and got distracted he would die in battle. Let’s not die!
Check in Day 1(35) Hello Spartans, I have been feeling these urges to end my pmo streak. And to go back to old habits. And I have realized that for me, pmo, alcohol and pot are all things I used to change how I feel in the moment instead of doing what I really want to do, which is to change my position in life. To change how I am living each day. I don’t like the situation I am in with my work or my family. And I’ve been stuck in this position for a few years. And I want it to change. And that means I need to make some really carefully thought out plans. And I need to make some changes that might take several months or a year to complete. And I see now that this is what ending pmo was actually about. I see now that this is what I am facing after the 100 days. And that I will definitely end my streak if I don’t move in a new direction with my life. Because eventually, the pain and suffering will wear me down and I’ll have a moment of weakness and I’ll pmo to cope. I am very happy that @fg4795 stayed in the challenge after the 100 days, and has now 50 days past the challenge. Because I needed to see someone who was ahead of me and learn from them. He talks about his studies and how he is still working there to improve. Because 100 days doesn’t fix all of life problems. It just fixes us so we are better able if we choose to fix our life problems. I am waking up each day now and forcing myself to face my life and do something about it instead of just finding ways to cope with it. I have two choices friends. Continue coping or take action on the situation. It is many months that I have been living this new life. And it’s easy to forget how horrible life was before I started this challenge. I was hiding from all the things that bothered me about my life. Thinking that it was okay. That I was okay. I wasn’t. And I’m not. But I’m going to be. May the gods smile upon you all. You all are more powerful with each day. Stay strong Spartans!