Hey there, what made you think that I want to quit PMO without external help? I never said that! I just realised I might not have my priorities straight, or I need to remind myself of them more often. And I thought, perhaps people can advice me there. But it seems that that question confuses or annoys people. Alright, no problem
I actually started reading Musk's biography and then put it away before finishing it.. I'll continue reading it after I finish rereading The Subtle Art Of Not Giving A F*ck (which BTW is an awesome book!).
You did it, PMO reset completed! Congratulations!! So, what's next for you, now you've overcome this challenge?
Today has been war. Which I have won. Now that the cravings have despaired. From morning upto a few minutes back. I was experiencing cravings. Just opening YouTube before I even watched any songs just the pics I was already feeling strong cravings. Decided to ride a bike but they still remained. Tried sleeping but my thoughts where filled with flashes. Today was the first time I have experienced such long cravings. Will continue being mindful and aware to be ready for future similar cravings.
Amen to that! I totally, totally, agree. I am currently working on a few different life development projects at the same time, and no-PMO is just one of them. Anyone who thinks that they will find true happiness after an extended PMO reboot is deluding themselves. Getting your brain chemistry fixed will only bring you back to your natural baseline, nothing more than that. If you want more, it requires different kind of work. And thanks for your motivational videos. Yes, Jordan Peterson is controversial. And I think there was something controversial in the news about Elon Musk a few months ago (tho I'm not sure what). But at the end of the day, what's important is the message that is being delivered in the videos, not who is delivering them. There is a quote that I really like that goes 'Fortune always favors the brave' that comes from P.T. Barnum, who was a scumbag piece of shit. But it doesn't matter, because its the message that counts.
Today is 71 days. I have to reset my counter to reflect the correct number. That is my error. Urges are constant lately. I need to post here more often.
GLIMPSE OF DAY 6 [help help help] today was a very difficult day of me ,,, first i decided to wacth the content of salil jamdaar on quitting porn those were mind blowing videos which told me the reality of porn and masturbation but after watching those videos i found it very hard at someplaces which i willl explain now < i got so motivated by those videos but he had used the name of pornstars and the types of porn which are there in that industry <i really know that he just wanted us to quit porn as he also suffered from this alot < but when i heard the names of pornstars and their specialities i found very hard to control my urges and my past came in front of me and many porn videos started flashing in front of me . <basically he was trying to mention the real truth of porn industry and sex trafficing in his video and at some extent he proved the vulgarity of pmo and how we will become after many years of porn < i learnedmany things from that videos but due to those videos i started getting back the urges < at the time when i am tuping this thread , some pornstar name is continuously flashing in front of me and my brain is manipulating me to search for those pornstars on instagram < if i will control these urges then i will get benifit from salil's video < salil basically depictd the the life of pornstars which suffered in porn industry and they faced alot of problems in shooting porn videos those were really an eyeopener to me but at the same time some porn videos of the same pornstars started coming in my mind and these generated the urges to watch porn but i didn't watched porn < this was a very hard day and i learned alot but now also i am getting those urges and i think that those urges will come in my mind for the next 2 / 3 days < so i request you guys to help me in this and what should i do here in this position as urges coming in my mind is not of searching porn , the urges are simply to open the instagram of the pornstars which i heard in salil's video < in salil's video i also learned about Erectile Dysfunction and Premature Ejaculation but he used some types of brutal porn in his videos which attracted my attention and my brain satarted giving me the signal to to watch that kind of sex not for fun but for the curiosity that what happened in this <i am really facing problms guys , plzz help me
