And the Fellowship salutes you . Welcome to the Lord of the Rings Challenge brave Hobbit You´re almost in Bree. Keep going!!!!
i feel you bro but despair won´t help you here. you need to use those relapses to know stuff about yourself. gain insights how the addiction works on you. check your motivation, check your triggers prevention system, check your mental training, check your good habits and routines, etc... is everything in place? i guess not fix the issues that seems the most obvious to you. this is not a willpower thing, willpower counts for very little in the reboot. you got to change the way you live your life. change your life or be stuck in the loop forever.
Hello brother. Welcome to Middle Earth Day 6, you´re a Uruk-Hai. still a soldier of PMO but better than an Orc . Keep fighting!!!
be patient brother. The urges will calm down, the brain just needs more time free from pmo, then the dopamine receptors will change to other activities and the brain will be more balanced. trust the process!!!
Two more days heading South dear Fellowship. Let´s welcome the new members of the Companion @Tyler_P @Musicmad @Accelerator666 My brothers, in these last days i have stumbled. I have a passion for classic horror/adventure movies. And the latest movies that i watched had some hot scenes in it. In the beginning i just mute the sound and turn my head away while the scene was going on. but as days passed on, i become more bolder and start watching those scenes too, eventually i become hooked on lust again and yesterday i deliberatly peak nudity for some minutes. no erection and no touching envolved. still i felt into a trap of my mind and become this out of control entity again. i didn´t wear the PMO ring but i was close. i felt into excuses like "why can´t i watch those scenes?" "i´m doing great, i think i can watch them without falling apart". and later on i was activately searching for movies with hot scenes and ended up searching enterely for nudity so lesson learned, it´s one thing to stumble across nudity and deal with it. it´s another thing to change the focus "to fish for lust" has this will only tend to agravate and escalade to more lustful activities. don´t take the ring off your pocket brothers. It´s a trap.
Day 7 Thanks for the welcome and for putting together this challenge, it is inspiring me on my streak, even though it's only 7 days! I can't wait to leave this orc flesh behind and to join the Hobbits in the Shire to truly begin my journey
End of day 2. Today was a bad day, but I'm taking measures to gain more control over my life where possible. So, I suppose, one emotional step backwards and two practical steps forward.