Day 85 no M Day 190 no P I was on a little vacay again - long weekend at the beach ))) Back here with more motivation stuff - Jocko's TED Talk! Almost there now!
Day 7. I joined this forum 245 days ago. Of those 245 days, I was 214 days without M’ing to or watching P.
That article was a good reminder for me about the craziness of edging - which is totally my addiction.
43 days done...been busy, it can be helpful but also have to be careful about getting stressed out. Thankfully keeping relatively balanced with meditation, friends, exercise, connecting with family and friends...this can be done, gonna try to get one more day
Day 15. Almost relapsed but stopped just in time. As always I began reasoning why it didn't really matter if I relapsed or not. I also began a 5 day water fast today.
Day 8 and I feel tired today but driven toward my goals; clearer mind and better focus, better dreams, too.
Day 13. Motivated by seeing those of you getting closer to the 90 day goal, as well as you who are starting out or starting over.
Unfortunately reset. 1/90 I was too horny today and couldn't stop myself. But this time I won't do last time mistake doing it more than once. What was good today? Long running, first time swimming since years in lake. I wrote with a nice girl on Tinder but I'm going to delete this app anyway. I get about 10+ likes in one hour so it's nice feeling.
I think it is for a lot of us. I didn't really know that's what I did until I read about it. I'd sit for hours sometimes until the early hours looking at P and edging.
