[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

19/90. Busy week and need to make sure I check in everyday. Keep fightin' the good fight everyone!

 

Day 77!

 

Day 82 of 90 complete! (No P)

 

Day 79 of 90 complete!

 

0/90
I converted to faith in God, now what can be impossible?
I made a decision that I will become asexual in next 90 days, yeah crazy.
No more computer games. I'm addicted to it and need to cure myself.

 

I sold my ps4 last summer. Really helped.

Day 9/90. Was chilling out today, something made me think of an ex, then before I knew it, my mind was thinking of the sexual things we used to do. Once I was aware of that, I came back into the present moment and let the body sensation die down. Really cutting off those thoughts is what's helping me. Amazing to see how often my mind/body yearns to MO when bored or sad. It's almost like a default. Feel like the rewiring is working even in these early days.

 

Day 11 of 90

 

Day 29.

 

Day 2/90
Total clean days - 19
Total PMO - 20
Total P - 2
Total hours remaining - 2112
1st Goal - 7 days
Days remaining - 5
Goal completed - 0
I will never forget about my last relapse. I know what pathetic video it was. I will remember it every day to not relapse and suffer again. To go through it 1000 times. I will get this time first goal is 7 days.

 

Day 5/90.

 

Day 16/90

 

HEY GUYS ,it's day 12 and feeling really happy but many bad thoughts also come in my mind of loosing my streak and it scares me alot . okay if i tell you the truth then i get bad thoughts of some exotic porn videos which i used to like alot but i ignores them and guide my mind to be consistent on my streak so any advise on this will help me alot ;l;;;; and i am feeling really happy and proud as i am so close to the streak of 14days

 

It felt really good that I got your advice. Thank you.
I'm not sure, why I felt lack of confidence yesterday, but today I feel much better.
I will keep going till the End

 

Day 19/90. Thinks get harder

 

Day 33/90

 

Yeah if I would have a console it would be easy but I can't throw my laptop away. I'm studying, watching movies, read news, write e-mails, download books etc. using it. I just deleted last game on it and promise to do anything just don't install any game.

 

54 days completed feeling good since last 2 days as i am sleeping better now and feel like my mind is clear and getting sharp again

 

Day 6/90

 

DAY 9 LETS GO

 

Checking in on day 85/90