Day 22. I can really feel the accumulated creative energy in me. My motivation to do things is through the roof. I feel like I've rediscovered something long lost within me. Like when in high school I would get excited when I wake up to go to school despite how boring it is just because it is where I can interact with love interests of mine. It has probably been a decade since i felt that. It feels good man. I feel like I am interested in doing all sorts of unpleasant things just to interact with people. I feel reconnected with some piece of humanity I had lost along the way. Feels good, man.
Day 22 Highest streak, I feel amazing All thanks to you guys for supporting me during relapse and all.. Really thankful. I have developed huge amount of self respect, like 0% tolerance for bs... And that's great
It is day 7 for me and my streak. I am finding as I keep writing in my journal that the severity of the urges are creeping up and each one gets a little stronger than the last. Where when I wasn't writing in my journal before I would find that I would have an urge and start edging. I don't want to get to a point where I automatically start edging when I get an urge does anyone have any advice for me? Also I guess I am an Uruk-hai now so yay. My goal now is to get to 2 weeks and so I will write in my journal after this and probably read some more of my bible. P.S. @RiseToGreatness you misspelled Strength at the bottom of the first post in the thread. I just now noticed.
I love how you change the avatar accordantly Congratulations brother. You arrived at Black Gate of Mordor. You´re a Grey Wizard now!! Keep going my brother!!! In the borders of the Ephel Dúath, the Mountains of Shadow, your path now goes.
Hi brother, long time no see . Anyways you´re still in the path, that´s all that matters . You´re an Elf-King now . Congratulations!!! Keep going!!!!
Hey! New here. I am starting my first day if errand to mount doom!![/QUOTE] Love Stephen King . Welcome to the Challenge brother