Finished day 4, day 5 in progress! I've always found it funny to think that I might know someone else on this platform but never realise because of the anonymity
It's more of an informal one. Check in to track progress and support each other as we cross paths. Good luck.
Hi, just out of interest, could you please explain what you mean by red, green and amber days; I'm a little confused.
I relapse. A lot. To not live in the belief that I am on day 5 and making no progress I am tracking my year in terms of adherance to my own goals. No Porn. No MO. Sex allowed. I literally mark events on my phone calendar when I have an Orgasm at any time. So if I use porn I mark the even red and I consider the day to be a Red (Really Bad) day. If I MO with no Porn, it is still bad but less severe, right? Think of a risk management matrix. If I have sex I mark it purple (so I can track how many days "Hard Mode" I got in) and counted as green (safe). And last, if I have no sexual events at all the day is not marked on my calendar but counted as green too (safe). So far this year I have about 200 days with no PMO or MO on the record. 50 days I have used porn. 12 days I have MO but not used porn. This is just for my own tracking. When it's all over this year I am hoping to be between 75% and 80% PMO/MO free. I was a daily user so think about how HUGE that really is. Like cutting back from 2 packs a day to 4 cigs a week for smokers. Hope that made sense. Cheers.
TITLE - CAYOTESLAYER Day 5/14 Total PMO - 83 Total P - 17 Total hours remaining - 207 Days remaining - 9 Challenges completed - 2 3 DAYS - ✓ 7 DAYS - ✓ 14 DAYS - 21 DAYS - 30 DAYS - 60 DAYS - 90 DAYS - 365 DAYS - "It will take more than head games to stop me. You may have invaded my mind and my body... but there's one thing a Saiyan always keeps: his pride!" - VEGETA. Rules- 1. Watching porn even for a second count as a relapse. 2. If you relapsed or binged you will reset your counter and start from 3 day challenge. 3. You have to meditate twice a day but one in afternoon and one before sleeping. 4. Removing the pornblocker or trying to do it count as a relapse. I had a wet dream last night and beacuse of it. I feel sad my will is shattered a bit. But I will not fall for this trap and relapse I will go beyond.