Thanks so much. I know that opinions differ about keeping different counters. But it helps me to see the bigger picture: the progress I’ve made as well as the things I still need to get better at.
For me it’s been going up and down from one day to the next for years now. We’ve been messing with our minds and bodies to the point that we don’t know for sure what and where our sexual drive is or what turns us on or off. That all needs to recalibrate I guess, and that takes time.
21 days. Had some fantasizing last night, but knew I'd just feel depressed if I went through the same old cycle again. So was able to do some reading and get some much needed sleep instead. Feel more positive today after making that choice.
Day 1 -- Honestly, I am feeling pretty good. I know challenges will be approaching but today was a good day in general because I am revisiting a lot of my friends because I haven't seen them since college started for me.
Day 62/90 no PMO Day 2 no porn subs (deactivated my FB account) Day 673 attempting this challenge Global Counter 95% success since joining Day 240 weight training (M, W, F) Lifestyle: reduced caffeine, alcohol, and sweets
Here I'm day 0 because I started from -2 day because I relapsed 2day at a single day I have planned this 90day challenge into 13 weeks challenge because days counting bring me into relapses
Another day. I think its day 11. No porn at all and basically no libido at all. I feel dead down there. I know it will pass and I'll be glad to get a sex drive back. I have been doing some sexual chatting with a woman on whatsapp. Anyway...one day at a time.