No Porn 2021 Challenge [CLOSED]

Another M. relapse. No psubs or visual triggers - was just feeling tired, aroused, lonely, etc... and gave into the thoughts and ended up m./o.

Seems like just M. can be just as hard to resist as P.
I really am trying to be free of both as my personal goal. (Hardmode)
Will ride out this challenge to help keep me accountable for P. As welll to make sure i dont fall back into that.
So far though i havent even thought about looking up P. or really been tempted to do it since last relapse 31 days ago... yet.

 

Honestly smart phones and social media are highly addictive just like P. is. I admit to spending too much time on facebook and youtube for no reason - just mindlessly browsing random shit. Its a bad habit that needs to go. I actually have an app on my phone that will only allow me to spend 15 mins on FB and 30 mins on YT and then it locks them out for the rest of the day. I still have access to them on my laptop though.

 

Sign me up for January, I will be committed for 2021

 

I am 36 days free from P. today!!! This is the longest I've made it in a long time. I'm feeling pretty good, too. Still experiencing some negative effects on occasion like brain fog, mild anxiety, and some other stuff - but so far I haven't had any strong urges or cravings or anything. I honestly am still feeling kind of disgusted by P. and at the moment have no desire to watch it at ALL.
(Only a few days sober from M., though)

How is everyone else doing on their journey?

 

I relapsed 5 days ago.

 

I'm out, just relapsed today..

 

Sign me up for the January 1st challenge

 

Still on it.. day 78 in a few hours

 

Absolutely sign me up for next week.

 

I mean, it just keeps going. Like a old energizer commercial. Barely thinking about porn except when I come to the forum. Thinking that in a month or two I’ll keep myself coming here only one day a week but then again I have transformed my journal to mostly talking about working out and work productivity, so it’s positive all around.

Merry Christmas / Happy Holidays to all!!!

 

SIGN ME UP !!
I am gonna take this challenge from 1 January.

 

Hey! Count me in brother!

 

Had a wet dream last night and M. right after. I think I was 11 days M. now resetting that back to 0. Still 42 days w/o P.
Dream had some pretty vivid / explicit imagery hopefully dont cause problem or temptation later on.

UPDATE:
3:52 PM

I am feeling kind of tempted; feeling that chaser affect, also stumbled across a couple of suggestive images on the internet, and not to mention the sexual images that are still stuck with me from the dream.
I'm trying my best to not think about any of that stuff though. I do NOT want to relapse. I'm trying to stay strong. I won't be going on social media or anything the rest of the day that might have something triggering.

 

@master3 please sign me up.

This is my weak spot, I need to be more mindful of how I use technology.

 

Count me in bro

 

Reporting in, let's do this.