Day 5/90. Felt like relapsing today, but pushed through it. Can't wait to relax and unwind this weekend. Been a long week.
41 days done...googled an actress from a tv show, but got out of there quickly as it was based on lust...it’s so easy from one thing to lead to another, this mind is a bugger! Had daily meditation, worked a double, walked the dog, got to relax and chat with my nephew a bit, watched a bit of Netflix, and now time for sleep, goodnight all
That is so true! Oh how many times I relapsed bcos of one actress I found good looking... funny enough I wached that bollywood film last night and one actress there was so beautiful... so I thought to google pics of her but then realized "hold on mate, you know it may lead you to dig dipper and eventually relapse". Well done for your awareness!!
Day 0/90. Relapsed. I rewarded myself with masturbation last night. Positive was that I didn’t masturbate after that. Start again tomorrow
Almost had a 2 day run. Got lazy and shifted my standards so I relapsed. But I got the feel for just a second on the power behind resisting successfully. I will keep at it. 0/90: No Porn or nude pics, No masturbating or massaging, no orgasm.